don't you guys just hate pick me's I mean it is seriously a problem for me because the girl in my school bus that I go to school with is literally having a crush on the on the bus driver...she's 14 like literally like i know she does but I can't prove it, every time I talk to him feels like she is pops out of nowhere just to make yourself look better like today I told him to stop that stupid honking sound because yesterday it literally made me blow out of bed okay like it was so fucking annoying that everybody in the neighborhood had to hear it and then she pops out of nowhere and start saying well he doesn't even honk at me and I come down faster without even any of that I even let my mom have his number because she 'thinks I'm a whore' like I'm not making assumptions here but she literally like me down because I gave the guy my number just to stop fucking honking because it's so annoying like you can't even like imagine how annoying it is on 7:00 a.m. to hear a honking.
you know when you're past start haunting you that's the kind of shit I went through today and every single fucking day in my life when I'm in this goddamn fuck ass cool you know because I have multiple like five people that are hurting me from different phases of My Life One way I was depressed as fuck and try to kill myself one way I was weird as shit one where my dad died and I just tried to do anything just to end it all and one where it is too much to talk about like now I'm a better person than I used to be and I'm not suicidal any more so you don't have to worry but at the same time I just want to punch that one girl today this is there was this one girl who said she used to go to school with me and said that I was searching people's feet back then I pretended like I don't know her because what the fuck are you even talking about like that doesn't even sense of the situation that we're in like you call me in the middle of me talking to somebody just to tell me that weird shit and know she was laughing and giggling to herself and her friends like it was the most funniest shitt ever that she said and I pretend like I don't know the rich like for real I don't know that bitch and when and when she saw that I don't know her she was like oh okay okay okay okay okay okay okay like just go and the year prior that was there was that one girl who used to bully me in my old high school the one that I used to go to and she had the audacity to talk about me like she knows me that bitch had the audacity to say that she knows me and said that I used to draw demons back thenlisten I know I'm not the most perfect person I had made mistakes in the past but you people don't come to me and say shit like touching people's feet or drawing demons motherfukers you were bullying me you may like the girl about the drawing demons thing she literally chase chase after me with 10 girls trying to beat me up and after all of this seeing her like live her life normally is crazy the amount of people in high school who who she made wants to kill himself is insane like she had so many victims on her hand and then act like everything is normal I fucking hate it like who is you
8:10pm I got a chocolate cookie I'm happy never kill yourself
"Today me will live in the moment, unless it's unpleasant, in which case me will eat a cookie." Cookie Monster
